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My Favourite Reads – Top 23 from 2023.

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The Amazing Grace Adams – I loved taking Grace’s journey with her, as she ends up abandoning her car and walking to deliver a birthday cake to her daughter. As she walks, family secrets start to emerge and we watch Grace find herself again. Funny, moving and uplifting.

Shark Heart – This is such an unusual novel, as newlyweds Lewis and Wren find out about a rare genetic mutation that will slowly turn Lewis into a Great White Shark. The author uses magic realism to explore the grief of losing someone by slow degrees. Beautiful and utterly heartbreaking.

The Opposite of Lonely – Of course the Skelf novel number 5 is on my list! I’m such a fan of these books and the three Skelf women: grandmother Dorothy, mother Jenny and daughter Hannah. There are changes afoot in the funeral business, plus three new cases for them to investigate including a fire at a traveller’s site, the whereabouts of Jenny’s sister-in-law and an astronaut who came back to earth a ‘changed’ woman. Brilliantly written and woven together this is the best one yet.

End of Story – this book is an absolute masterpiece. Louise creates a dystopian world where all fiction is banned and writers are monitored very carefully by compliance officers who visit and interrogate their activities. Fern is one such writer whose third novel Technological Amazingness was banned for creating dissent. I sensed another story lurking beneath the surface and I read the last chapters with tears running down my cheeks.

The Birdcage Library – this had all the elements of my favourite type of novel – dual timelines, women’s history, a gothic castle, and taxidermy! What more could you want? Emily Blackwood is an explorer in her own right, but is asked by a collector of taxidermy to help him catalogue his collection. However when she arrives and finds pieces of a woman’s journal from 50 years ago, she is pulled into a story that has implications for the collector and for her own safety. Dark, compelling and quirky.

All The Little Bird-Hearts – Sunday and her daughter Dolly have a glamorous and gregarious new neighbour. Vita wants to be friends, a big deal for Sunday who finds socialising difficult. Vita and her husband Rollo seems to accept Sunday’s ‘quirks’, but as they get closer Sunday starts to notice Vita is spending more time with Dolly. Are they just taking an interest in Dolly or is something more manipulative going on? This is a subtle and emotionally literate debut that’s so beautifully written.

Good Girls Die Last – I read this book in a day, because it’s so compelling. Em’s 30th birthday looms along with the imminent wedding of her younger sister back home in Spain. On the hottest day of the year she loses her job and home in one morning. All she’s got to do is get to the airport, but with strikes, protests and a serial killer on the loose will she ever get there? A raw and searingly insightful thriller.

River Sing Me Home – a stunning novelty set in the first years after slavery is outlawed in Barbados. Rachel is still in the cane fields as an apprentice and doesn’t feel free. The only way Rachel will feel free is if she can find her children; scattered to different places and owners by the slave owner. This is a beautiful, moving journey of a mother trying to put the pieces of her family back together and it is unforgettable.

Vita and the Birds – I loved this haunting tale from the wonderful Polly Crosby. Told in a dual timeline, we follow Eve Blakeney who returns to her grandmother’s home by the coast to sort through her belongings and work through her grief. She finds a tin of letters that take us back to the 1930’s and her grandmother’s relationship with a woman called Vita. A novel of family secrets kept for decades and so beautifully written.

The Fascination – with it’s setting of travelling fairs, the West End and the Victorian fascination with ‘curiosities’ it was perfect for me. Tilly and Keziah Lovell are twins and alike in everything except Tilly hasn’t grown since she was five. They follow their father to fairgrounds selling his quack remedies until they are sold at 15 to the mysterious Captain who whisks them to London. Theo is raised by Lord Seabrook, a man who has an obsession with anatomical curiosities. As Theo undertakes work at Dr Summerwell’s Museum of Anatomy his path crosses with the Captain and his troupe. Theo, Keziah and Tilly are drawn into a web of deceit and secrets that could upturn everything they know.

The Running Grave – I was disappointed with the last Cormoran Strike novel but this was back on form. Strike and Robin are hired to find a young man drawn into a cult and estranged from his family. Robin volunteers to infiltrate the church through their temple in London, with the hope of being taken to their farm in Norfolk to undergo induction. The Universal Humanitarian Church is, seems like a peaceable organisation that campaigns for a better world, but Strike discovers that beneath the surface there are deeply sinister undertones, and unexplained deaths. Is Robin prepared for the dangers that await her there or for the toll it will take on her?

Starling House – An absorbing Gothic fairytale set in the small town of Eden, Kentucky. No one remembers when Starling House was built, but stories of the house’s bad luck have been passed down the generations. Opal knows better than to mess with haunted houses, but when an opportunity to work there arises the money might get her brother out of Eden. Starling House is uncanny and full of secrets – just like Arthur, its heir. It also feels strangely, dangerously, like something she’s never had: a home. Yet Opal isn’t the only one interested in the horrors and the wonders that lie buried beneath it. As sinister forces converge on Eden Opal realizes that if she wants a home, she’ll have to fight for it.

A Haunting in the Arctic – 1901. On board the Ormen, a whaling ship battling through the unforgiving North Sea, Nicky Duthie awakes. Attacked and dragged there against her will, it’s just her and the crew – and they’re all owed something only she can give them. 1973. Decades later the ship is found still drifting across the ocean, but deserted. Just one body is left on board, his face and feet mutilated, his cabin locked from the inside. Everyone else has vanished. Now, urban explorer Dominique travels to the northernmost tip of Iceland and the Ormen’s wreck, determined to uncover the ship’s secrets. But she’s not alone. Something is here with her. And it’s seeking revenge… hauntingly brilliant.

In A Thousand Different Ways – Alice sees the worst in people. She also sees the best. She sees a thousand different emotions in shades of colour and knows exactly what everyone around her is feeling.
Every. Single. Day. It’s the dark thoughts. The sadness. The rage.
These are the things she can’t get out of her head. The things that overwhelm her. With a difficult family life including her mother who’s a permanent shade of blue, where will the journey to find herself begin? This was a beautifully thoughtful depiction of intergenerational trauma and the ways in which we heal.

The Moon Gate – This brilliant historical fiction novel weaves together three timelines, starting in Australia in the 1930’s and two girls shipped down under to avoid the Blitz – Grace and their housekeeper’s daughter. At Towerhurst, Grace and neighbour Daniel bond over poetry, and when Australia’s young men are finally called up a secret is carried forward over the decades. In 1975 Willow and her husband Ben are shocked to receive a letter informing them she has been bequeathed a house, Towerhurst, on the northwest coast of Tasmania. Ben decides to use his journalism skills to find out why. Libby Andrews has always been shielded from the truth of her father Ben’s death. When she decides to travel to London and claim his belongings, she finds an intriguing photograph that inspires her to finish his investigation. This is a beautiful story, emotional and perfectly set within it’s different settings and time frames. This is my favourite read of the year.

Harlem After Midnight – In the middle of Harlem, at the dead of night, a woman falls from a second storey window. In her hand, she holds a passport and the name written on it is Lena Aldridge… after the voyage of Miss Aldridge Regrets, Lena arrived in Harlem less than two weeks ago. She’s full of hope for her new romance with Will Goodman, the handsome musician she met on board the Queen Mary. Will has arranged for Lena to stay with friends of his, and give their relationship a chance. She’s also in Harlem to find out what happened in 1908 to make her father flee to London. As Lena’s investigations progress, not only does she realise her father lied to her, but the man she’s falling too fast and too hard for has secrets of his own. And those secrets have put Lena in terrible danger…

The Girls of Summer – I couldn’t get this novel out of my head, especially having teenage stepdaughters stepping out into the world. Rachel has loved Alistair since she was seventeen, even though it was sixteen years ago and she’s now married to someone else. She was a teenager when they met and he was almost twenty years older than her. Rachel has never been able to forget their golden summer together on a remote, sun-trapped Greek island. But as dark and deeply suppressed memories rise to the surface, Rachel begins to understand that Alistair – and the enigmatic, wealthy man he worked for – controlled much more than she ever realized. Rachel has never once considered herself a victim – until now. Not only a great thriller, but shows how thinking has changed around abuse and exploitative power dynamics in relationships.

The House of Fortune – This return to 18th Century Amsterdam and the world of Nella Oortman is set several years after Nella’s husband’s execution. Nella’s sister-in-law Marin died in childbirth, after a relationship with her brother’s manservant Otto. The household is running out of money, so Nella knows that their only option is to find a wealthy husband for Thea, Marin’s daughter. Will the notoriety of Thea’s birth and her mixed race heritage hold her back in the marriage market? When small packages start to appear on the doorstep, Nella knows that the miniaturist has returned.

The Good Liars – Anita Frank’s new historic thriller is set in a favourite period of mine, the period after the First World War. In the summer of 1914 a boy vanishes from the estate of Darkacre Hall, never to be seen again. In 1920, the once esteemed Stilwell family of Darkacre are struggling with the war’s legacy. Leonard bears the physical scars, while his brother Maurice has endured more than his mind can take. Maurice’s wife Ida yearns for the lost days of privilege and pleasure and family friend Victor seems unwilling to move on. Then a young nurse arrives to work with Leonard changing the dynamic. She finds that the dead haunt the living at Darkacre and dark secrets lie buried. When the missing boy’s case is reopened – and this time they themselves are under police scrutiny. A great Gothic novel, that beautifully conjures the 1920’s and the aftermath of war.

Strange Sally Diamond – After her father dies, Sally carries out his wishes to the letter and he’s always said put me in a bin bag and throw me out with the rubbish. There’s a dark, Irish humour in this novel about a vulnerable young woman who finds out she has been her father’s subject of study. This story veers between an uplifting tale of a sheltered young woman trying to live independently and a thriller. As Sally gets on her feet a man from New Zealand turns up on the doorstep. What is his link to Sally and will his presence change everything? I know this is a book I’ll read again and again.

73 Dove Street – Edie Budd arrives at a shabby West London boarding house in October 1958, carrying nothing except a broken suitcase and an envelope full of cash, it’s clear she’s hiding a terrible secret. The other women of 73 Dove Street have secrets of their own. Tommie, who lives on the second floor, waits on the eccentric Mrs Vee by day. After dark, she harbours an addiction to seedy Soho nightlife – and a man she can’t quit. Phyllis, the formidable landlady, has set fire to her husband’s belongings after discovering a heart-breaking betrayal – yet her fierce bravado hides a past she doesn’t want to talk about. The three women keep to themselves, but as Edie’s past catches up with her, Tommie becomes caught in her web of lies – forcing her to make a decision that will change everything . . .

The Space Between Us – Heather, Ava and Lennox see a bright light in the sky and on the same evening suffer a rare form of stroke. Yet they seem to suddenly recover. All are drawn back to where the light came down and find themselves in a race to help Sandy, an alien cephalopod who needs to find others of his kind. An unusual, funny and deeply moving read.

Beautiful Shining People – Awkward teenager John is a coding genius, who is in Japan on business when he comes across an ear-cleaning service, run by a beautiful girl called Neotnia, a giant ex-Sumo wrestler and a robot dog. This book is like nothing I’d ever read before: part romance, part science-fiction and part thriller. I loved it all.

Also worth reading…

I had a really hard time keeping to 23 books this year so here are a few that almost made the cut.

Death of a Bookseller by Alice Slater – brilliant thriller set in a bookshop chain, with dark humour and some great swipes at our bookish culture – you will recognise yourself..

You Can’t See Me by Eva Björg Ægisdottir – a great addition to the Forbidden Iceland series as a wealthy family have booked a reunion in a hotel on the lava fields. When someone goes missing their darkest secrets start to be exposed.

Thirty Days of Darkness by Jenny Lund Madsen – a dark and funny thriller ensues when an author is challenged to write a thriller in 30 days and her writing retreat is anything but relaxing.

The Seawomen by Chloe Timms – the women on the island of Eden are forbidden to enter the water, to even touch the water will stir up the sin inside. Obedience, marriage and motherhood are the only path to salvation. The sea is Esta’s greatest temptation, can she resist it’s siren call?

We All Want Impossible Things by Catherine Newman – Ash and Edi have been friends for forty years, so when Edi is diagnosed with terminal cancer Ash arranges her life round Edi’s care. She wants to squeeze every bit of joy out of these moments, but will she be able to let go?

This Family by Kate Sawyer – Mary has watched all three of her daughters grow up in this house and today she is getting married there. Will Phoebe, Rosie and especially Emma be able to put all that has happened since aside to be there for their mother? A brilliant family drama.

Past Lying by Val McDermid – the latest in Val McDermid’s Karen Pirie series sees the DI investigating during lockdown when a librarian finds a disturbing manuscript as she’s archiving an author’s final effects. Could his unfinished manuscript actually link to a missing person case?

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Her by Mira Shah

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This has been my ‘in the bath’ book for the last three or four days and I don’t mind saying that I have been like a prune during that time because I kept reading ‘just another chapter’. I also drove my other half crazy by topping up the hot water every time I gave in to the story. I have to follow an unusual reading regime in my house. It was built in 1787 and has a lot of ‘quirks’, including the emptying of my entire tub of bath water into the kitchen below instead of the usual plumbed in route. A further quirk is that if I take my iPad into the bathroom to read from Kindle or NetGalley, it simply switches itself off. I can sometimes bypass this by putting the iPad into airplane mode before going into the bathroom, but it’s not a fail-safe method. So I tend to read real proof copies in the bath and downstairs, keeping my iPad for bed where I don’t want to wake my other half. I don’t like to put on a reading light or do what my sister-in-law does and go to bed in my brother’s night fishing hat with built in head-lamp. She didn’t like to keep him awake by reading with a light on in their camper van.

So now you know that we’re all a bit odd in my family, I’ll come back to the book, one that grabbed me straight away and kept hold of me till the final page. There’s just something compulsive about it. It could be the short chapters that are so snappy and often end on a cliffhanger. It could be the alternating narration between neighbours Natalie and Rani who live across from each other. The women have such strong narrative voices and are both in completely relatable positions in life; Natalie is the beautiful neighbour with the killer job and the lovely house across the road that Rani has been coveting since she moved here. In fact as soon as the For Sale sign went up she was over there with a different name and address, swanky clothes and great back story in order to view it. So when Natalie moves in Rani knows exactly which high end work tops she butters her toast at in the morning and the surprisingly sheltered garden made for children to play in. We all think the grass is greener at times, but few of us would go to the lengths that Rani will.

Natalie does appear to have everything going for her. She’s undeniably beautiful with honey blonde hair and designer clothing. Naturally she’s the high flyer in a corporate law firm, with the opportunity to become the youngest ever woman at her firm to become partner. Her handsome and older husband Charlie is attentive and thoughtful. The pair married in Tuscany and Charlie is keen to start a family, hence the beautiful home in just the right area. Sometimes, when people really love a house they’ve looked at, they might claim to feel immediately at home there or be able to see them living in these perfectly curated spaces but for Natalie it’s less of a feeling and more of a certainty. She has lived here before, right at the beginning of her life, before her dad left and when she had an imaginary friend, Noemi, to run around with. She knows she was running a risk not telling Charles, but when the elderly next door neighbour doesn’t seem to recognise her she seems to have a got away with it. What is luring her back there? Her mother Luella is unlikely to enjoy a trip down memory lane, in fact she’s the first to remind Natalie how her dad left them in a terrible state, financially as well as emotionally. She likes to remind Natalie what a good man Charles is: all Charles wants is to settle and have a family; to look after Natalie; to take the burden of her high-powered career away; help her cultivate the right sort of friends. Surely that can’t be bad?

Rani lives opposite in her cramped flat, being a full-time mum and wearing supermarket clothes. She watches Natalie settle in and we can see a perfect psychological storm starting to build. Rani will happily admit that, at times, Natalie’s lifestyle must be hard to keep up. Although that revelation only surfaces when she realises it does take work to be that put together and professional. At first though, Rani feels almost as if Natalie is a fantastical creature who simply drifts out of bed with not a hair out of place, naturally smelling of roses and never working for her enviable figure. Rani feels out of place next to her, in her daily mum uniform of leggings and a t-shirt. However, these thoughts come from Rani’s anxieties and feelings of inadequacy. Although she loves her beautiful girls, she does miss going to out to work and having something that is entirely hers. She also feels disconnected from Joel, although she loves him the years of babies and toddlers have wiped out any spontaneity or time for themselves. When Joel commits a huge betrayal Rani has a huge choice to make. Can they find a way back to each other?

Just like Rani, we are drawn in more and more by Natalie’s life. Cleverly the author has made sure that we get to see more than Rani, through Natalie’s chapters we get her inner thoughts while everyone else is still seeing the perfect exterior. We know that she’s having nightmares again, full of people close to her but who don’t look quite right. Noemi is back too, breaking into her thoughts and becoming so tantalisingly real. As the two women become friends, I was actually a little bit scared for Rani. She doesn’t know what she’s getting into, although she has an inkling the perfect marriage to Charles may not be all it seems. I was unsure where the danger was coming from, was Charles much more dangerous than he at first appears or is Natalie’s strange past all in her imagination? Why did she choose to live in this house, when her childhood seems like an endless nightmare and Luella comes across as a harsh and controlled woman? It’s as if she adopted the Royal family’s motto for her family; ‘never complain, never explain’. Rani is the first true friend Natalie has had in her adult life, so she’s not always as open as she could be or is so used to thinking what Luella’s take on the situation might be, she comes out with something that sounds wrong. As Natalie starts to enjoy a little freedom, what will Charles’s reaction be and what dangers might the two women face if they start to dig up her past? This book is so well paced and the tension just keeps building. I enjoyed the female characters in the book and the unflinching depiction of domestic abuse that forms part of the story. I found Rani a more engaging and rounded character than Natalie, but of course she would be – none of her past is missing. Natalie comes across as a borderline personality, she has no sense of her own identity and has always gone along with the strongest person in the room, adopting their values and attitudes as her own. Rani has a lot more to lose, not material possessions but a family and roots that she knows keep her grounded. It’s knowing the threat and knowing how much Rani has to lose that kept me reading, even if the bath water was getting a little cold.

Meet the Author

Mira V Shah is a writer, former City lawyer turned legal editor and the proud owner of three good dogs. She is the daughter of Indian African parents and lives in North London with her husband and the pack – merely a few miles from where she grew up, although she often dreams about retiring in Italy should her intermittent lottery entries prove successful.

She wrote her first ever novel in 2020 during the first UK lockdown after studying on the Curtis Brown Creative novel writing course. HER was published by Hodder and Stoughton in November 2023.

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Halfway House by Helen Fitzgerald

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Way back in 1997, I started my first job in the mental health field as a support worker for social services. My role was spread between the day centre and the community, covering several of the halfway houses that supported people coming from a period in hospital and back into their lives. I remember being daunted when taken to one of these houses for the first time, not because I was scared of all people with mental health issues, but because there were five men living in the house and I was just a 24 year old little 5 feet 2 inch scrap who suddenly felt like they knew very little! So I felt a very personal sense of trepidation for Lou O’Dowd who travels across the world from Australia to Edinburgh for a job with the organisation SASOL. Her new life will mean living with her cousin and working shifts at a halfway house for high risk offenders including two killers, a celebrity paedophile, and a paranoid coke dealer. After orientation, Lou will be on shift alone dealing with these offenders with little more than her own instinct to guide her. What could possibly go wrong?

I love that Helen Fitzgerald writes characters like Lou O’Dowd. She doesn’t worry about whether the reader will like her heroine or not – I did feel a strange affection for her if I’m honest. She is controversial in a lot of ways. In Australia she has been living on a sugar daddy’s generosity, depending on him for the roof over her head and a monthly allowance that’s enough for her not to work. She has never really known what she wants to do with her life so has jumped at the opportunity to be sheltered by someone else’s money. When this relationship comes to a disastrous end she has no choice but to find a job and with zero skills, Edinburgh seems like a great opportunity. She seems to veer between low confidence and an almost cocky attitude that’s veering on the reckless. Her inability to direct her own life suggests feelings of inadequacy, but when she takes on her job in Edinburgh she really doesn’t seem to comprehend the potential risks of her role. On her first day in Edinburgh she goes out to see her cousin’s play at the matinee and meets a charming man who’s intelligent and personable. He also shares Lou’s attitude to risk, suggesting sex in alleys or doorways rather than either of their homes. It’s as though Lou has met the male version of herself: charming, unpredictable and addicted to taking risks. When she finds out he’s one of the heirs to a Scottish estate she starts to wonder whether they could be more than a quick fling?

As the book builds towards Lou’s solo shifts at the halfway house, I felt so nervous for her. It also felt like the employer didn’t prepare new staff anyone near enough, just one shadow shift then in at the deep end. I didn’t do night shifts, but the thought of staying up all night as the only person in a house of murderers and sex offenders made me jumpy. To the extent that I dreamt people had broken into my own house one night over Christmas. I loved the way Helen mixed the mundane domesticity of working in a place like this, with the fear and all out horror that could potentially take over. On her first shift Lou takes it upon herself to clean the kitchen and throw out the broken crockery. This might seem like a sensible and industrious job to start with, but it takes a senior worker to point out that this isn’t Lou’s home, it’s the resident’s home and their belongings that she’s thrown out. It’s a line a lot of people would have crossed, but takes away the resident’s agency. It would have been better to try and include them. There’s the evening ritual of cocoa for each resident, but it has to be to perfectly timed in order to interrupt one resident’s suicide ritual. These are the extremes a job like this entails, but it’s only the beginning.

There’s still humour to be found though, laced with a few moments of disgust as Lou realises why one of the residents is happy to be roomed in the basement and another’s seemingly excited leg movements, turn out to be the wrong kind of excited. However, with one resident owing money to the type of people who won’t mind being repaid one body part at a time, another just waiting for Lou to drop her guard and close her eyes and one she thought she could trust, displaying his dangerous side and the depths he’s willing to plumb to scratch a powerful itch! By the final showdown my heart was racing, I was holding my breath and had to go make myself a cup of tea at 4am because I needed to finish, but I also needed a comforting brew. This was another great thriller from Helen and Orenda Books and I heartily recommend it for those who like their heroines less than squeaky clean and their danger very real.

Available now from Orenda Books

Meet The Author

Helen FitzGerald is the bestselling author of thirteen adult and young-adult thrillers, including The Donor (2011) and The Cry (2013), which was longlisted for the Theakstons Old Peculier Crime Novel of the Year and adapted for a major BBC drama. Her 2019 dark- comedy thriller Worst Case Scenario was a Book of the Year in the Literary Review, Herald Scotland, Guardian, Sunday Times, The Week and Daily Telegraph, shortlisted for the Theakston’s Old Peculier Crime Novel of the Year, and won the CrimeFest Last Laugh Award. The critically acclaimed Ash Mountain (2020) and Keep Her Sweet (2022) soon followed. Helen worked as a criminal-justice social worker for over fifteen years. She grew up in Victoria, Australia, and now lives in Glasgow with her husband.

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Silent Waters by L.V.Mathews

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Is blood thicker than water?

At five a.m. one summer’s morning, police diver Jen Harper wakes to find herself submerged in the silt of a river with no memory of how she got there.

Forty-eight hours later, she’s called to dive in the same river in search of a missing woman, Claudia Franklin.

But for Jen, this is no ordinary job. Her and Claudia’s families were entangled for decades – there is unresolved resentment between them, unspoken secrets.

Jen hasn’t seen Claudia for twelve years now. Or has she?

This was an interesting and complex novel that feels part thriller and part family drama. From the mysterious opening, this is a book full of secrets and lies. It’s a slow burner and I wasn’t sure at first. I found myself more drawn in by the characters involved in the story. Told through Jen, a police diver, it was a perspective I’d never come across before in crime novels. My brain immediately went back to 2023 to the disappearance of Nicola Buller, who went to walk her dog as usual one morning and never came home. The unusual circumstances- her dog left alone, her phone left on a bench on an open work call – caused a media frenzy and people spread wild theories on social media. A diver, who was contracted for searches in waterways by other police forces, offered his services direct to the family saying ‘if she’s in there, I will find her’. He didn’t. Sadly she was found days later. Water behaves in unusual ways and that mysterious movement of tides can take bodies and conceal them for days. Jen’s work was a fascinating backdrop to the disappearance of local woman Claudia Franklin from the small town of Bourne. After two days with no sign of her, police divers are called to search the river – Jen included. However, Jen doesn’t disclose her family’s complicated relationship with the Franklins, or that where a member of the public has reported seeing something in the water is exactly where she woke up after sleepwalking.

Jen is intriguing and it was interesting to experience what could be seen as quite a macho job, from a woman’s perspective. Jen is definitely one of the boys, she doesn’t expect special treatment and even changes into her dive gear with the men, in the back of the van. There are also parts of the job where Jen has an advantage, she is a slimmer build and has smaller hands for tight spaces like drainage pipes. Jen’s also a mum and that makes such an interesting and varied job harder. She only has two people she can trust to step in and look after her little boy when she gets the call, her brother and her best friend. The men in her team just see her as one of them, but they can do the job they love without the mental load of running a household and arranging child care. Jen has to do both and I had some admiration for her courage and resilience, while never being completely sure of what she’s capable of. That ambiguity in Jen’s character, plus the strange unsolved nature of her sleepwalking left her so open to interpretation.

I found the best way of reading this story is not to try and solve things. I let it wash over me and when the twists happened, they were a revelation. From a slow start, the author did let the tension build beautifully, and the revelations don’t stop coming. What I loved was how the author kept our knowledge of the case within limits. Unlike some protagonists in crime fiction, Jen stays within her role. We only know what the police divers know and it kept us with the hard evidence rather than speculation. It brought authenticity to the case and we could be sure of what had happened, showing a depth of research into diving and forensics. In the background we are building up a picture of life in a small town, where everyone knows everyone else and pasts are intertwined and complicated. Having lived in a small Lincolnshire town since I was nine years old, I know how this works. I thought the author had created a great balance between the professional and the personal, the crime and the characters. Emotions of guilt, rivalry and obsession swirl around alongside the theme of protection, especially of those we love most. This is a story that slowly takes hold of you, it’s multiple strands like the weeds in a river that wind themselves around you and pull you under.

Published by Mountain Leopard Press 22nd June 2023

Meet the Author

For over ten years L V Matthews worked both in domestic and international sales for major UK publishing houses, before leaving to pursue a career in writing.

SILENT WATERS is her newest thriller novel (out July 2023)

THE TWINS was a Richard and Judy Bookclub pick.

Also available, Liv’s debut, THE PRANK.

Find Liv on:

Twitter @LV_matthews

Instagram @lv_matthews_author

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Books To Look Forward To In 2024- Part 2

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It seems I’ve barely said goodbye to 2023 and I’m already six books in with my 2024 books. This looks like a bumper year of brilliant books and is likely to cause me some problems when summing up next New Year. It blows my mind to think there will be others that pop along and surprise me too. Here’s my first part and the second will be posted tomorrow. Here’s to a bookish New Year 🥂🍾📚

At The Stroke of Midnight by Jenni Keer.

It’s 1923 and in a decade that promises excitement and liberation, Pearl Glenham and her father are invited to a mysterious country house party on the Dorset coast, by a total stranger. Her father claims not to have any prior association with Highcliffe House, but it’s apparent that he has a shared history with several of the guests, although he won’t admit it. Belatedly discovering that her father was blackmailed into attending, Pearl’s worries are compounded when their host fails to arrive. Intimidated by everyone, Pearl escapes to the nearby cove and finds a mysterious mercury clock hidden in a cave. This strange encounter sets in motion a series of events that will culminate in an horrific house fire, claiming the lives of all the guests, including Pearl herself. But then Pearl wakes up back in the cave, seemingly destined never to live past midnight. She can repeat the day. But can she change its outcome?

Out on 10th March from Boldwood Books

Night Watching by Tracy Sierra

I don’t know very much about this novel, except for the blurb below and the many brilliant reviews from other thriller writers using so many superlatives to describe it.

There was someone in the house.

Home alone with her young children during a blizzard, a mother tucks her son back into bed in the middle of the night. Then she hears a noise – old houses are always making some kind of noise. But this sound is disturbingly familiar: it’s the tread of footsteps, unusually heavy and slow, coming up the stairs…

In that split second, she has three choices. Should she hide? Should she run? Or should she fight?

Out on 8th February from Viking.

A Sign of Her Own by Sarah Marsh

Ellen Lark is on the verge of marriage when she and her fiancé receive an unexpected visit from Alexander Graham Bell. Ellen knows immediately what Bell really wants from her. Ellen is deaf, and for a time was Bell’s student in a technique called Visible Speech. As he instructed her in speaking, Bell also confided in her about his dream of producing a device which would transmit the human voice along a wire: the telephone. Now, on the cusp of wealth and renown, Bell wants Ellen to speak up in support of his claim to the patent to the telephone, which is being challenged by rivals.

But Ellen has a different story to tell: that of how Bell betrayed her, and other deaf pupils, in pursuit of ambition and personal gain, and cut Ellen off from a community in which she had come to feel truly at home. It is a story no one around Ellen seems to want to hear – but there may never be a more important time for her to tell it.

Out on 1st Feb from Tinder Press.

Expiration Dates by Rebecca Serle

Daphne believes the universe has a plan for her. Every time she meets a new man, she receives a slip of paper with his name and a number on it – the exact amount of time they will be together. The papers told her she’d spend three days with Martin in Paris; 5 weeks with Noah in San Francisco; and three months with Hugo her ex-boyfriend turned best friend. Daphne has been receiving the numbered papers for over twenty years, always wondering when there might be one without an expiration. Finally the night of a blind date at her favourite LA restaurant, there’s only a name: Jake. But as Jake and Daphne’s story unfolds, Daphne finds herself doubting the paper’s prediction, and wrestling with what it means to be both committed and truthful. Because Daphne knows things Jake doesn’t, information – that if he found out – would break his heart. Rebecca always manages to do something a little bit different with her romances and I’ve loved all of her books so far.

Out on 19th March from Quercus

Christ on a Bike by Orla Owen.

Cerys receives an unexpected inheritance but there are rules attached, twisted rules that have to be followed if she is to receive it in full . As she settles into her new life, she begins to feel trapped and senses that the villagers, her sister and a man she keeps seeing on a bicycle are constantly watching her. Cerys, desperate to control her own future, decides to try break free but the past is ever present and dictates her fate. I found the blurb of this intriguing and I have a recommendation from fellow blogger Ellie and she’s usually great for unusual reads.

Out on 25th Jan from Bluemoose Books.

One of the Good Guys by Araminta Hall.

I’ve been lucky enough to have a proof of this one so I can honestly say WOW! This one will blow your socks off. Cole is the perfect husband: a romantic, supportive of his wife, Mel’s career, keen to be a hands-on dad, not a big drinker. A good guy. So when Mel leaves him, he’s floored. She was lucky to be with a man like him. Craving solitude, he accepts a job on the coast and quickly settles into his new life where he meets reclusive artist Lennie.

Lennie has made the same move for similar reasons. She is living in a crumbling cottage on the edge of a nearby cliff. It’s an undeniably scary location, but sometimes you have to face your fears to get past them.
As their relationship develops, two young women go missing while on a walk protesting gendered violence, right by where Cole and Lennie live. Finding themselves at the heart of a police investigation and media frenzy, it soon becomes clear that they don’t know each other very well at all. This is an up to the minute look at relationships and the gender war. If so many men are feminists, why are so many women scared to walk home at night?

Out on 4th Jan from Macmillan

Anna O by Matthew Blake

ANNA O HASN’T OPENED HER EYES FOR FOUR YEARS

Not since the night she was found in a deep sleep by the bodies of her best friends, suspected of a chilling double murder. For Doctor Benedict Prince, a forensic psychologist on London’s Harley Street, waking Anna O could be career-defining. As an expert in sleep, he knows all about the darkest chambers of the mind; the secrets that lie buried in the subconscious. As he begins Anna O’s treatment – studying his patient’s dreams, combing her memories, visiting the site where the horrors played out – he pulls on the thread of a much deeper, darker mystery.

Awakening Anna O isn’t the end of the story, it’s just the beginning.

Out on 1st Feb by HarperCollins

Goodbye Birdy Greenwing by Ericka Waller

Great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave and impossible to forget…

Birdie, Ada and Jane are all lost. Life has not turned out as they planned, and all three of them are scared to ask for help, to say yes – or to say no. To take a chance on someone else. Birdie Greenwing has been at a loose end ever since her beloved twin sister and husband passed away eight years previously. Too proud and stubborn to admit she is lonely, Birdie’s world has shrunk. Jane Brown hoped moving to Brighton would be a new start, away from her overbearing mother. While she finds it hard to stand up for herself, her daughter Frankie has no problem telling people what she does and doesn’t want. Ada Kowalski thought training to become an Oncologist in England would be a dream come true. In reality she is isolated, exhausted, the professional detachment she has had to develop now threatens to take over her life.

When a series of incidents brings their lives crashing together, these three unlikely allies find that there’s always more to a person than meets the eye.

Out on 18th April by Doubleday.

The King’s Witches by Kate Foster

Women whisper secrets to each other; it is how we survive.

1589. Princess Anne of Denmark is betrothed to King James VI of Scotland – a royal union designed to forever unite the two countries. But first, she must pass the trial period: one year of marriage in which she must prove herself worthy of being Scotland’s new Queen. If the King and the Scottish royal court in Edinburgh find her wanting, she faces permanent exile to a convent. Determined to fulfil her duties to King and country, Anne resolves to be the perfect royal bride. Until she meets Lord Henry. By her side is Kirsten Sorenson, her loyal and pious lady’s maid. But whilst tending to Anne’s every need, she has her own secret motives for the royal marriage to be a success . . .

Meanwhile, in North Berwick, a young housemaid by the name of Jura is dreaming of a new life. She practises the healing charms taught to her by her mother, and when she realises she is no longer safe under her master’s roof, she escapes to Edinburgh. But it isn’t long before she finds herself caught up in the witchcraft mania that has gripped not just the capital but the new queen . . This is the follow up to Kate’s brilliant book The Maiden.

Out on 6th June from Mantle.

The Knowing by Emma Hinds.

Powerful, intoxicating and full of suspense. The Knowing is a darkly spellbinding novel about a girl fighting for her survival in the decaying criminal underworlds. It is a hard-hitting story of love, obsession and betrayal.

Whilst working as a living canvas for an abusive tattoo artist in the slums of 19th-century New York, Flora meets Minnie, an enigmatic circus performer who offers her love and refuge in an opulent townhouse that is home to the menacing and predatory Mr Chester Merton. Flora earns her keep reading tarot cards for his guests whilst struggling to harness her gift, the Knowing – an ability to summon the dead. Caught in a dark love triangle between Minnie and Chester, Flora begins to unravel the secrets inside their house. Then at her first public séance in the infamous cathouse Hotel du Woods, Flora hears the spirit of a murdered boy prostitute and exposes his killer, setting off a train of events that leaves her fighting for her life. The Knowing is a stunning debut inspired by real historical characters including Maud Wagner, one of the first known female tattoo artists, New York gang the Dead Rabbits, and characters from PT Barnum’s circus in the 1800s. It is so up my street it’s ridiculous and I can’t wait to tell you all about it.

Out on 18th January from Bedford Square Publishers.

The Collapsing Wave by Doug Johnstone

This is my current read and I’m really enjoying being back with Ava, Heather, Lennox and of course Sandy. This follows on from the first in the series, picking up from that moment in Ullapool where the trio reunited Sandy the Enceladon with his fellow aliens and they made the Great Descent into the sea loch. Now Lennox and Heather are detained nearby, in a purpose built centre called New Broom that’s part prison and part research facility. Run by the American military, the base is dedicated to researching any individual enceladons they can catch. This is a form of torture as they are separated from the whole and forced to communicate telepathically with Lennox and Heather. Meanwhile, Ava is on trial for the murder of her husband after years of domestic violence, but what next for her and her daughter Chloe if she’s acquitted? As Sandy tries to help his detained friends, they all learn just how far the Americans will go to reach their objectives. However, the protest camp near New Broom is filled with people who didn’t believe the government’s explanation for the Great Descent. They know that the the Americans are experimenting on something more than marine life, something extraterrestrial. Could their help ensure freedom for the Enceladons as well as Lennox, Heather and Ava? A brilliant read, full of Doug Johnstone’s usual mix of politics, philosophy and buckets of empathy alongside the aliens.

Out on 14th March from Orenda Books.

The Unfinished Business of Eadie Brown by Freya North

Eadie Browne is an odd child with unusual parents, living in a strange house neighbouring the local cemetery. Bullied at school – but protected by her two best friends Celeste and Josh, and her many imaginary friends lying six feet under next door – Eadie muddles her way through. Arriving in Manchester as a student in the late 1980s, Eadie experiences a novel freedom she never imagined and it’s seductive. She can be who she wants to be, do as she pleases, and no one back home needs to know. As Manchester embraces the dizzying, colourful euphoria of Rave counterculture, Eadie is swept along, blithely ignoring danger and reality. Until, one night, her past comes hurtling at her with ramifications which will continue into her adult life.

Now, as the new Millennium beckons, Eadie is turning 30 with a marriage in tatters. She must travel back to where she once lived for a funeral she can’t quite comprehend. As she journeys from the North to the South, from the present to the past, Eadie contemplates all that was then – and all that is now – in this moving love letter to youth.

Out on Feb 1st from Welbeck Publishing

The London Bookshop Affair by Louise Fein

London, 1962: The world is teetering on the brink of nuclear war but life must go on. Celia Duchesne longs for a career, but with no means or qualifications, passes her time working at a dusty bookshop. The day a handsome American enters the shop, she thinks she might have found her way out of the monotony. Just as the excitement of a budding relationship engulfs her, a devastating secret draws her into the murky world of espionage.

France, 1942: Nineteen-year-old Anya Moreau was dropped behind enemy lines to aid the resistance, sending messages back home to London via wireless transmitter. When she was cruelly betrayed, evidence of her legacy and the truth of her actions were buried by wartime injustices. As Celia learns more about Anya—and her unexpected connection to the undercover agent—she becomes increasingly aware of furious efforts, both past and present, to protect state secrets. With her newly formed romance taking a surprising turn and the world on the verge of nuclear annihilation, Celia must risk everything she holds dear, in the name of justice.

Out on 29th February from William Morrow.

Loot by Tania James

Meet Abbas. Woodcarver, toy maker, dreamer. Abbas is seventeen when he is whisked away to Tipu Sultan’s glorious palace in Mysore. Apprenticed to the clockmaker Monsieur Du Leze, he is ordered to create an ingenious musical tiger to delight Tipu’s sons. In the eccentric Du Leze, Abbas finds an unexpected friend who encourages his skill and hunger for learning, and through whom he also meets the unforgettable Jehanne, who has questions and ambitions of her own.

But when British soldiers attack and loot Mysore, Abbas’s world is turned upside down and his prized tiger is shipped off to a country estate in England. In order to carve out his place in the world, he must follow. A hero’s quest, a love story, an exuberant heist novel that traces the bloody legacy of colonialism across the world, Loot is a dazzling, wildly inventive and irresistible feat of storytelling from a writer at the height of her powers.

Out on 25th Jan by Harvill Secker.

This Tale is Forbidden by Polly Crosby

Nesta believes in the fairy tales – the true stories of powerful magical women who shaped and ruled the world decades ago. But the world has changed since then, and now, she is forbidden from wandering too far from the isolated woodland cottage where she lives with her grandmother. Nesta longs more than anything to see the city that lies beyond the forest, and when her grandmother is abducted, she gets her chance, journeying there in the hope of rescuing her.


But once there, she is horrified to see her grandmother’s warnings were true: girls are forced to wear certain clothes and punished if they don’t behave in certain ways. The city’s Authorities have rewritten history, replacing the fairytale heroines with weak girls who must rely on men. Worse still – everyone believes this is how the world has always been. Only Nesta knows the truth. But truth is a dangerous thing, and suddenly she finds herself a target. Can she evade the Authorities long enough to rescue her grandmother and liberate everyone else, bringing magic back into the world? This is a YA debut from Polly, whose writing I absolutely love.

Out on 4th Jan by Scholastic

Emily Wilde’s Map of the Otherlands by Heather Fawcett

This is the second book in the Emily Wilde series and another beautiful cover to add to my collection. Emily Wilde is a genius scholar of faerie folklore, and has catalogued many secrets of the Hidden Folk in her encyclopaedia with her infuriatingly charming fellow scholar, Wendell Bambleby, by her side. But Bambleby is more than just a brilliant and unbearably handsome scholar. He’s an exiled faerie king on the run from his murderous mother, in search of a door back to his realm. By lucky happenstance, Emily’s new project, a map of the realms of faerie, will take them on an adventure to the picturesque Austrian Alps, where Emily believes they may find the door to Bambleby’s realm, and the key to freeing him from his family’s dark plans. But with new friendships for the prickly Emily to navigate and dangerous Folk lurking in every forest and hollow, Emily must unravel the mysterious workings of faerie doors, and of her own heart.

Out on 16th February by Orbit Books

Spitting Gold by Camilla Lowkis

Paris, 1866. When Baroness Sylvie Devereux receives a house-call from Charlotte Mothe, the sister she disowned, she fears her shady past as a spirit medium has caught up with her. But with their father ill and Charlotte unable to pay his bills, Sylvie is persuaded into one last con.
Their marks are the de Jacquinots: dysfunctional aristocrats who believe they are haunted by their great aunt, brutally murdered during the French Revolution. Sylvie and Charlotte will need to deploy every trick to terrify the family out of their gold – until they experience inexplicable horrors themselves. The sisters start to question if they really are at the mercy of a vengeful spirit. And what other deep, dark secrets threaten to come to light…?

Spitting Gold is a darkly atmospheric and propulsive historical debut that twists and turns, blending gothic mystery with a captivating sapphic romance.

Out on April 18th from Doubleday

Crow Moon by Suzy Aspley

When the crow moon rises, the darkness is unleashed…

Martha Strangeways is struggling to find purpose in her life, after giving up her career as an investigative reporter when her young twins died in a house fire. Overwhelmed by guilt and grief, her life changes when she stumbles across the body of a missing teenager – a tragedy that turns even more sinister when a poem about crows is discovered inked onto his back. When another teenager goes missing in the remote landscape, Martha is drawn into the investigation, teaming up with DI Derek Summers, as malevolent rumours begin to spread and paranoia grows. As darkness descends on the village of Strathbran, it soon becomes clear that no one is safe, including Martha…
Both a nerve-shattering, enthralling and atmospheric thriller and a moving tale of grief and psychological damage, Crow Moon is a staggeringly accomplished debut and the start of an addictive, unforgettable series.

Out on 14th March from Orenda Books

The Gathering by C.J.Tudor


A small Alaskan town.
A missing boy.
A brutal murder.
A detective brought in from out of state to assist the former sherriff who investigated a similar murder twenty-five years ago.
But are they hunting a twisted psychopath – or something even more terrifying? I am determined to read C.J. Tudor’s back catalogue this year as she’s an author I’m very aware of but haven’t had time to read. This one sounds amazing.

Out on 11th April from Michael Joseph.

I have made an error in the above book covers graphic and added Halfway House by Helen Fitzgerald, if you want to know about her brilliant new novel take a look at part one.